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Y U SO TALENTED?
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I made a comment about the story "Not for attention. Don’t read if you’re gonna be a cunt about it." on Wattpad:
Chloe baby, you know I’m here and I guess I can relate to what you’re going through a little.. Well alot but, you know what I mean, talk to me whenever you need. Love you honey
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When I try to explain how much All Time Low has done for me, I find it hard to put into words because, well the amount they’ve done is…. Alot. I’m not really good with words except for when it comes to All Time Low so I’m going to try my best to explain…
“I want you to fucking pinky promise me you won’t do it. No fan of mine will kill themselves. Don’t do it, for me. I love you.” — Alex Gaskarth
This quote means a shit ton to me right now because I’ve been going through a pretty rough time recently and at some points have felt that I’m worthless and felt that the world would be better without me but then I think of this. This quote makes me feel worth something, it makes me feel that I should be here kind of.
Constantly, I’ll come home from school and I’ll want to just throw myself on my bed and cry, shut myself off from the world because of all the remarks that are made to and about me at school, I act like I don’t care but honestly, I just want to curl up. When I have days like this (Which is quite often) I’ll just listen to All Time Low and eventually I’ll calm down enough to have a smile on my face again.
When I first heard of All Time Low, I was a pretty bad self harmer, I cut all over my body. And then I heard Lost In Stereo and something about that song, gave me hope.. I listened to that song on repeat for like a week, I didn’t cut once. Infact, I was a whole lot happier just from that. So I decided to look for some more of their songs and I loved them all.. There was not one I did not like.
So as I was listening to them more and stuff when I met another “hustler” and we talked for ages; She was one of the nicest people I’ve ever met.. I then started talking to more, and more, and more hustlers and now, I have so many more friends that I’m glad I met. I’m sure, I wouldn’t be here without some of those people.
And then, just recently, some pretty shitty stuff started going on in my life-again-and I started to harm. I admit, I tried to commit for the second time and my life and, thank goodness I didn’t succed. My arms and legs are littered with scars that I’ve caused myself but slowly, with All Time Low’s help and my hustler friends, I know I’m on my way to stopping.
I wanna say a MASSIVE thanks to Evan Kirkendall for helping me find one of my BEST friends in the world ever- I can say that without even thinking about it and I’ve only known her a few days- Angie Campbell. She is honestly one of the nicest, most amazing girls in the world.. I can’t wait to meet you honey! <3
And, I’d also like to say a huge thanks to Jaimee Young for putting up with all my depressing bullshit, never once have you complained to me or told me to just shut up, no matter how much you want too… I love you and I wouldn’t probably be here without you, thank you.
So. That’s basically it.. Thank you All Time Low band AND crew for saving my life.
